I can’t.
I literally can’t do this anymore. There are times when I get so overwhelmed that I just want to die so badly. I want to curl up and die. I don’t think I can do it anymore, I just, I really don’t.
Horoscope.
Scorpio Apr 16 2012 Something is on your mind, Scorpio. You could be feeling confused, agitated, and generally unclear in your thought process because of whatever is bothering you. This may be an issue that you just don’t want to face. But if you deal with it now, you’ll get it over with and you’ll feel centered again. Once you resolve the problem, your clarity will return and you can get back to business. Face a challenge, and you’ll breeze through it. But if you wait, it will only get harder.
Something Finally Makes Sense
Cortney told me the other day why he’s afraid of commitment. He said that the idea of allowing someone to have that much control over his emotions, over him as a person was terrifying to him, and you know what, that actually made sense. And I asked myself, why is everyone so busy looking for that; looking for someone to make it so they can barely control their own emotions anymore, so that their thoughts are more than half about that other person, and I thought, why would anyone want that. And I turned to him and said, “you’re right, I’ve done it, and commitment is shit”
“So glide away on soapy heels and promise not to promise anymore”
Let’s Count em up, shall we?
- “We’ll be together forever”
- “We’re gonna get married”
- “There’s nothing going on with her”
- “I don’t like her like that”
- “I don’t know, I don’t talk to her about stuff like that”
And my personal favorite
- “I’ll love you forever”
Ain’t it interesting to see how much people lie?
Emerging From the Ashes
I'm Macalla. (Mah-Kay-Lah). I'm passionate. I'm damaged. I'm honest. I'm loud. I'm opinionated. I'm thoughtful. I'm an entangled web. Most find me confusing.
I tell them to look deeper.
